This life

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Some really intense series of events happen to me within the last 24 hours.  Contra dancing was pretty awesome last night, but I needed to have a really serious talk with someone that I was holding a lot of feelings back from. It turned to be a huge sob fest, but one that continues to keep me thinking on ways to improve what’s become of the situation. I like to think that every thing that happens in life is something you can definitely learn from, especially in the case of relationships. For me, I tend to hold on the lost causes, and feelings of endearment. But there’s a time for everything, and every relationship ends until one doesn’t (romantically, anyway.) There are a lot of things I myself need to improve on, including NOT BEING SO HARD ON MYSELF. I apologize for the things I feel, when really I should accept them and figure out ways to improve the quality of that that I am feeling. 

Last night, I really needed closure, because things were really murky in my head. And, I finally got some. So now it’s time for me to start taking MORE steps forward. And shit, If I cry through those steps, there’s nothing to apologize for. (Thank you, Ian.)

p.s. I LOVE ALL DA FRIENDZ